Saturday, March 18, 2023

It’s been years since the pandemic began, and to this day, despite the decrease of COVID-19 cases in the Philippines, many people still experience different negative emotions: anxiety, depression, panic, fear of death, and grief over the loss of loved ones. I contracted the COVID-19 virus and had to be quarantined for two weeks. Every single day that passed without seeing my family or even going out of my condo unit was depressing as well as tormenting. I had to be dependent on family members and friends who generously sent food and assistance whenever I needed help. There were days I would gasp for air as I struggled to breathe because of the virus. Psalm 23:4, a verse I’ve memorized and repeatedly recited aloud, gave me comfort as I constantly reminded myself I am not to fear, for God is with me. My condition led me to a deeper level of faith, trusting that God is with me, His Son, Jesus Christ, lives, and the Holy Spirit indwells me. Amidst the headache, shortness of breath, acid reflux, and heartburn, I surrendered my life completely to the Lord, ready to face death if it was my time. Suddenly, I felt calmness, a peace that transcends all understanding. It was then I realized I had victoriously overcome the fear of death. Like a shepherd who uses a staff to bring his sheep closer to him, God uses painful trials to draw us even closer to Him. When we are experiencing the storms of life, we realize how much we need God. Through this experience, the Lord proved to be my shepherd, healer, comforter, companion, provider, my refuge and strength, and an ever-present help in time of need. He is truly worthy of my trust. Knowing how much He loves me and what Jesus did for me on the cross enabled me to overcome the fear of death. After all, I am just a tourist here on Earth, and my final destination awaits me in Heaven.

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